Archive for the 'Angst' Category

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[I'm writing this as I'm heading off to bed, it's like 1am Christmas Day.] Well… short version, I haven’t gotten what I wanted, but there’s always morning… and the many mornings after, heh. Regardless, spent time with the family, Mom’s ham was awesome, and generally had an alright night. It’s of course when I came [...]

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23Dec05

Wow… I’m sure what to be at moment, crushed or livid. This is one of those, “worst possible, not even in field of possible outcomes, outcomes”… rawr. Beware: I will likely be on the warpath today/tommorrow. Great fucking way to spend Christmas, ugh.

I wrote a bit about this in the post below but it feels a bit inadequate… to be honest, I’m scared. I’m scared that Kyo might not come back this time, hell, I’m scared if she does… there are a million different things I’m scared of then. Even though I’ve never even heard her there [...]

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